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Regrets: I've known this girl for over a year, and I like h...

I've known this girl for over a year, and I like her so much. There have been some problems between her parents and some people I know, and she may be leaving. She and her family didn't show up for something they ALWAYS do, something they have only missed once or twice, in the past year. I saw her last night, and all I said was "bye yall" If she leaves, I'll hate myself for never telling her how I felt about her. She is someone I don't have to put my guard up for, one I can relax around. She has NEVER said anything cross to me, nor profound. I'm gonna miss her SO much. She was the first girl I ever liked, so far, the only one. If you are reading this: Emily, I LOVE YOU!!!!! JD

Regrets: i told my best friend i didnt love him back becaus...

i told my best friend i didnt love him back because i wanted to stay faithful to my current boyfriend, now husband. i love him with all of my heart, and i always wanted him, all along. after breaking his heart a million times saying i didnt feel the same way about him, it breaks my heart now he has a girlfriend and has moved on. i will always love him more than anyone else.

Confessions: I wish someone would realize how sad I am and come...

I wish someone would realize how sad I am and come and save me.

Confessions: I am totally streight. People at school call me ga...

I am totally streight. People at school call me gay and start other similar roomers. I pretend it doesn't bother me but it does. Then I come home to my dad who has anger issues and an older brother who also calls me gay and bullies me. I try to talk to my parents about it but they don't believe me. And I just get grounded if it's about them.

Confessions: Some days I feel, I wish to die during my abortion...

Some days I feel, I wish to die during my abortion so I can be with my baby.

Confessions: I have the worst case of Blue Balls I have had in ...

I have the worst case of Blue Balls I have had in years... Not from being with some chick that didn't let me finish, but from watching too much porn at the office and not being able to jerk off! I went to jerk off to get rid of them, but alas, it has not helped after 2 attempts. It hurts like hell! P.s. I am 30 years old!

Bad Deeds: I had sex with my neighbor two weeks ago and am s...

I had sex with my neighbor two weeks ago and am so ashamed of myself because his wife is a friend of mine. we promised each other we wouldn't do it again but I feel awful every time I'm with her or even see her.

Lies: Shes been lying to me. i read her emails and she g...

Shes been lying to me. i read her emails and she gets high all the time. then she gets into fights with me. when we make up she says openly she loves me and i think, fuck you. youre lying to my face, how am i supposed to say i love you back? my confession? i really do love her. i just hate how she plays me. i cant break away from my feelings though.

Fears: I'm scared of guys. Seriously. All males frighten ...

I'm scared of guys. Seriously. All males frighten me. When I was 5 I got molested and ever since then everytime a man looks at me I feel like he wants to rape me. I'm not a lesbian though. I'm attracted to guys but I don't talk to them because I'm scared. Just felt like sharing...

Confessions: I want to be with her. I want to find some job in ...

I want to be with her. I want to find some job in here city so that i could live with her. I dont wish for anything esle,i wish that i was able to be with her.

Regrets: i gave u my virginity.i kno it was a stupid thing ...

i gave u my virginity.i kno it was a stupid thing to do.it was very spur of the moment and ive been way tempted then that.i guess it was meant to happen.but i wish god cudve changed fate and put someone else in your position that night.someone who wouldve cared about me.i deserve it.i gave u me.

Confessions: I am falling in love with another man. It can nev...

I am falling in love with another man. It can never be. We both have spouses and children. But I can't stop thinking about him.

Fantasies: I have these fantasies about women and taking off ...

I have these fantasies about women and taking off their clothes and making them cum for me. I'm a girl. But I love making love with men and making them say my name. What's going on? I don't understand.

Confessions: im have naturally brown hair, i dye it blonde, i j...

im have naturally brown hair, i dye it blonde, i just showed my dad a picture of what i would look like with brown hair again and he made a face and pretty much told me it would look like shit, im crying

Confessions: First of all I am not an English speaking native, ...

First of all I am not an English speaking native, so you, unknown reader, forgive my syntax or sp. not only i am a foreigner of your tongue but lately a foreigner of serenity, always needed in the process of telling a secret. This is not going to be too long... First, classic story. Boy meet Girl and everything click. Both of them 18 year old, and both of them without any kind of romantic past. they were free to love each other and they did it with one premise: Live each day as everything will end tomorrow. The boy truly loved the girl because not only he was amazed by her, but also (due to his weird personality and ideals) felt that the first one must be the last one. That was the rule in his universe. the girl loved the boy, but even though she gave it all, it never seemed enough for the zealot boy who demanded total sacrifice (no less than he gave, for sure) One day the boy realise that tha happiness, total joy, he was looking for in his life, will never be achieved with his girl. Not that he won't be happy, but not in his soemtimes unrealistic expectations. What does he do? He keeps the girl... Because in his world (so strange to the rest of us) a boy must be with the girl, and the girl wih the boy. The time, that illusionist, will play his part, said to himself. Furthermore they share so many things, objects and feelings that can nly be given once in a lifetime... What else could be done? After four years, they break up... they saw that the girl, with all his loving, could never make the boy complete. HE was asking something that she did not have. She did everuthing but... No. Enough.. I don't want to keep writing. I, the boy, am screwed. I love you, Monica. It has been one year since the last time I hold her (the girl) in my arms. ... Today my first son was born. Her mother is the one that is for me. I knew since the very first time I saw her smile. She is no Monica. Now, alone at my home, I fell terrible... thinking of my first girl, wondering why I could not get what I was asking Monica: Eternal Love. I know taht she still loves me. I know that she cries for me, and dreams about me... so do I Monica. But she knows, this is an impossible thing. My secret is... I would like to have had my child with my first imperfect and only true love. I feel like utter shit... Dear wife, I would forget her, I swear, for is your love that is written for me since the beginning.